HuRm FaiLUrE AgaIN

what’s da meaning of luv actually?
sometimes im nt really understand..
for couple of years ago..
im felt da feeling that im desired..”LOVE”..
erm since im fallin’ luv..
i gave my attention, and heart to her..
since that.. i know how to miss,jeleous,angry,etc.
she started 1st to approach me..
im happy with her almost da time..
i knw i luv her..
n i knw she was da same..
thus, i accepted her..
but..its nt eaasy for me..too difficult for me..
coz my beloved family can’t accept her..
thus, like almost circumstances that couples outside confront..
since the intervance of family, mostly know those couples will fail..
it must b da critical and tough situations..
we were far apart..
since now..im always try to find the feeling like wht i’ve felt before..juz my hope..there’ll b someone for me soon..but when da time will come???
juz motivate myself to be strong and patient with all those kinds of situations..im sacrifice my love for my beloved family..there’s no regret for me..may b GOD'S plan smtin’ better for my future..
hup so...